Chris Brown has recently opened up about his possible stronger reconnection with and gratefulness to God, in some recent posts on his social media. Instagram
In a recent post on his official Instagram page, he indicated he is tired of the devil ruining his life. The award-winning singer also blamed the devil for trying to ruin his life as he talked about thoughts of suicide and claims he’s heard God speak to him for the very first time.
He said:
“When u tired of the fucking devil ruining your life and u hear God speak for the first time.
No one knows what I deal with on a day to day. The average man wouldn’t hesitate to blow his fucking brains out but that’s the cowards way out… Most won’t understand the genius and beauty in change and learning and the people who have devilish intentions will win in the short term. My soul will always be pure of heart.
What’s on the surface always looks like one big party but inside there is a little boy looking for help and guidance. People say “be a man”. Yeah, that’s right but it doesn’t take away any pain you really go through. I just wanna stay out the way and do music. Most importantly and great father.
I don’t have any more patience for anything that will cause me to self destruct!!”
Chris Brown in another post also shared his excitement about his first visit to church in 15 years, and how it has changed the person he is.
In the post, he highlights a number of problems in his life, and how he has been able to overcome them.
The singer wrote:
I really wanna take this time to thank God for everything he’s done for me over the years. The lessons and my personal mistakes I’ve experienced. I’ve done a lot in this short time I’ve been on this earth. I’m 26 but i feel 46 and I understand a lot more as a man and a father. Before I left the states for this tour run I was able to go to church.
I haven’t been in almost 15 years. HillsongLA!!!!! It’s making me a better person and I appreciate all the fans across the world who love me for me. I’m not perfect by any means and no one has to be. From Gangs to fights to beefs to drugs and anything else frowned upon I’ve been able to learn my own way and love myself and continue to spread positivity and SMILE.
I feel comfortable in my own skin because man cannot judge man. I want to continue my path to be a legend. I want to always put a smile on the faces of people who think about giving up. Life isn’t about self all the time. Life is about “Love”.
I was able to be inspired by one the the greatest two human beings who ever lived. “Michael Jackson” and “2pac”! Understand that religion and the color of skin doesn’t make u any different from the rest of us. Your walk of life is yours and yours alone. Help one another and build life! Just want to show my appreciation! Love yall!
